Vets and Pets: My Summer Job

                 Now that I am back in Arkansas, it is imperative that I get my old job back. I worked at Vets and Pets during the summer and it was my first job. I loved it and had a lot of fun, but it was also very stressful. I have been trying to get the courage for days to call my boss up to see when he wants me to start working again. I made the initial contact before and requested the week off (to get unpacked and settled back). Now I feel like it is an obstacle just calling. I'm scared to go back. I only had 3 months of experience, and I have gone many months without lifting a finger. I know it is silly to be scared but I am. There were a lot of great times at Vets and Pets, but there were also times that was what made me scared of getting a job in the first place. Failure. I don't like messing up and getting in trouble. I don't like going in not knowing when I am having lunch, or when I get to leave. I honestly don't know how much I got paid an hour. Even though I don't live a very routine life, I do like routine. I finally made the call to the vet clinic today, so hopefully they will call me back. I don't like running from my fears, so this is a good step for me. I know its going to take a few days to get back into the routine, but I will get there. :) Also today I called ASU Beebe to see if I could just send in my high school transcripts since my college ones weren't going to do any good (plus Stetson won't release them), and that was a NO. So I don't know if I will be able to do online classes this summer. :/ I hope something looks up in the next few days.