Lack of Faith

Tonight I am a little off because I wish people would have a little faith me. I have been working SOO hard to try to find a place to get my CNA license, but it just so happens to cost like  800 dollars which I don't have. So I found out that the hospital that I want to work for will get your training for you, but you have to have a few connections. So my connection that I asked asked if I was sure because it is "hard" and "dirty". I know what it is, and I can do it. Ever since I have decided not to be a marine biologist, I have been lost and upset that I have no clue what I want to do with my life. But now I have decided. I am not saying that it isn't going to change, but I haven't felt this happy and excited for something career wise since the 7th grade. I was thinking an OB-GYN or Pathology (both requiring a PhD) And yes...I know this requires medical school which is really really hard to get in. I will save people the breath from telling me that because I know it will come up. But instead of criticizing me and my choices, I don't see why people wont encourage me. Just because I am a Stetson drop out doesn't mean that I am a loser. It doesn't mean that I am stupid. I lost interest and here I am. For all the people out there thinking that I can't, I can and I will. So save your breath and if you have any encouragement to offer me, then you can speak. Otherwise I don't care to hear your opinions. I have full motivation on doing this. Yes it will disgusting, but at least I will have fun doing it. So there. There is my post telling all the people who have let me down the past 8 years to keep their minds to themselves.