- I would change how I poorly studied.
- I would have tried so much harder.
- I would have taken medical classes.
- I would have actually practiced for band, and tried out for All-Region.
- I would have stayed in volleyball
- I wouldn't have dated losers.
- And countless of others....
The fact is, I can't change what happened in High School. I wish I would have tried harder, and actually try. All of that is in the past, and all I can do now is change the way I am. I have to study more, and actually study. I was never good at taking notes and study methods, but now I am willing to learn (its still possible right?).
The point of this blog isn't really the things I would change, but really the things I miss most about High School. I am not saying I miss High School, but there are a few things that I do miss. I miss flagline most of all. It was tough to be in flag line. Mr. Trusty didn't really like to wait on us to place our flags so we had to run. It was physically, mentally, and emotionally wonderful. That feeling of a crowd watching you as you run gracefully. It was probably the thing I loved most about high school. Now I don't do it. That makes me sad. But as I have said in previous blog posts, I am going to start spinning again. I don't think I should give it up, even if I am not in band. I also miss the schedule that I had. I didn't really like having school at 8 am, but at least I didn't have a severe sleep disorder then. Being on routine was easy in high school. Now it is just hectic.
Even though I do miss a few things about high school, I would never go through it again. The drama isn't worth it. I can say that I had a pretty fair high school experience though. :) And that is one thing that I am grateful for.
Those losers you dated did one good thing for you...they made you into a stronger person. And now you know better than to go for loserish guys. :P
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